For how long is depression a normal part of grieving and when do I need to do something about it? <\/p>\n
I wish I would have died. <\/p>\n
I feel like a corpse that moves. <\/p>\n
I don’t even know how to describe it. I don’t feel sad. Or mad. Or anything. I just feel like nothing. <\/p>\n
I tell my body to move and it obeys and that’s about it. When I think I’m going to cry, I don’t. Then suddenly I’m standing there sobbing and I have no idea why. I don’t want to do anything. I don’t want to eat. I don’t want to leave the house. I don’t want to do anything but lie on the couch. <\/p>\n
Is this just a hormone wash? Is this me not being able to resolve the news I got on Friday? Is this a normal stage and I”ll be ok again soon? The boys are starting to reach their limits of endurance for a mom who is there, but isn’t and who cries all the time. I feel guilty. But completely powerless to do anything about it. <\/p>\n
I cannot get it pulled together.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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