{"id":706,"date":"2009-04-17T11:05:00","date_gmt":"2009-04-17T15:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.michellebeachy.com\/blog\/friday-april-17-2009\/"},"modified":"2009-04-17T11:05:00","modified_gmt":"2009-04-17T15:05:00","slug":"friday-april-17-2009","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.michellebeachy.com\/blog\/friday-april-17-2009\/","title":{"rendered":"Friday April 17, 2009"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<br \/> <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/smilesbymiles.xanga.com\/photos\/797d7240275794\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"April 613\" style=\"border-style: none; border-width: 0px;\" src=\"http:\/\/x79.xanga.com\/7d7f230371032240275794\/m190136627.jpg\" height=\"580\"><\/a> Five years ago you changed my life.&nbsp; The day you were born, I became a mommy.&nbsp; There are moments from the days surrounding your birth that are as clear to me as if they happened three hours ago.&nbsp; <br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; The enormous shock I felt the day the Dr. told me I could go into labor anytime.&nbsp; I&#8217;d been pregnant for over eight months and dreaming of having a baby; but suddenly I was face to face with the fact that I was about to become mom.&nbsp; <br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; The way I could not wait to hold you again those first few days.&nbsp; Your daddy and I tried hard to take turns those first two days in the hospital.&nbsp; But after awhile one or the other of us would say, &#8220;don&#8217;t you think it&#8217;s about my turn to hold him again?&#8221;<br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; How overwhelmed I felt with coming home.&nbsp; I&#8217;d done lots of babysitting, even overnight.&nbsp; But I felt completely inept at the thought of taking the teeny, not quite six pound little person who was you, home.&nbsp; What if you needed something while I was sleeping and I didn&#8217;t hear you.<br \/>&nbsp;  <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/smilesbymiles.xanga.com\/photos\/c0df0240275816\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"April 635\" style=\"border-style: none; border-width: 0px;\" src=\"http:\/\/xc0.xanga.com\/df0f340321333240275816\/m190136648.jpg\" height=\"580\"><\/a> <br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; And then you started growing and thriving and snuggling your way into our hearts.&nbsp; I loved watching you learn new things, crawling and walking and talking.&nbsp; Even more so, I love seeing you discover the world.&nbsp; Bumble bees, where the moon goes, and why we don&#8217;t put dead crows on our bedroom walls.&nbsp; <br \/> <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/smilesbymiles.xanga.com\/photos\/4d2f2240275906\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"April 664\" style=\"border-style: none; border-width: 0px;\" src=\"http:\/\/x4d.xanga.com\/2f2f360312233240275906\/m190136727.jpg\" width=\"580\"><\/a> <br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; In the last year, you have learned so much about respecting authority verbally.&nbsp; I love to hear you sing, &#8220;Glorious is Thy Name,&#8221; when you&#8217;re doing jobs.&nbsp; The way you ask to help me clean or offer to organize things.&nbsp; I love to see you sharing with Liam and sometimes knowing what he wants better than I do.&nbsp; I love your sensitive spirit &#8230; the way you give me backrubs or run to get a Coke for me when I am sick.&nbsp; I love to see you follow daddy and want to work whatever he works.&nbsp; You make me laugh a dozen times a day with your perspective on the world.<br \/> <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/smilesbymiles.xanga.com\/photos\/fe1ed240275842\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"April 647\" style=\"border-style: none; border-width: 0px;\" src=\"http:\/\/xfe.xanga.com\/1edf0a0724c30240275842\/m190136673.jpg\" height=\"580\"><\/a> (&#8220;I can run faster since I&#8217;m five, Mommy&#8221;)<br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Even yesterday when you were disappointed about not going on the train or to play with Lawrence, you had a good attitude about it.&nbsp; You loved having Grammie here to play roads with you and although you struggled, you learned about patience in waiting to have your birthday cake on Sunday.&nbsp; I loved hearing you say, &#8220;I almost just want to stay four forever because four was so much fun!&#8221;&nbsp; And later you said, &#8220;It&#8217;s almost scary being five.&nbsp; You almost get &#8216;frage sight&#8217;.&#8221;&nbsp;&nbsp; Before I knew what was happening, you were out clearing the dishwasher without being told and then to top it off, you got a chair and put the glasses away in the top cupboards!&nbsp; <br \/> <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/smilesbymiles.xanga.com\/photos\/854c5240275872\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"April 649\" style=\"border-style: none; border-width: 0px;\" src=\"http:\/\/x85.xanga.com\/4c5f220b25033240275872\/m190136697.jpg\" width=\"580\"><\/a> <br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Today you are so thrilled to be five.&nbsp; And I am just as delighted to be your mommy.<br \/> <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/smilesbymiles.xanga.com\/photos\/f5491240275923\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"April 682\" style=\"border-style: none; 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